hmm watched love wrecked yesterday
sure was wrecked.
and full of bimbos.
anyways, the friday of the holidays it is today. and i'm wondering..
have i wasted lots of time doing things i shouldn't have been doing?
thinking things that shouldn't be thought?
saying things that shouldn't be said?
i think the answer is yes?
and that's not a good thing.
a new resolution: to become more pure?
but then it's whether it's feasible at all.
so. is it possible for someone like me : ) to become pure?
don't really know about that.
but i know i can try!
and there're so many ways to do it?
but there are just as many ways to do the opposite.
it's like this fence that we all know exists between opposites.
is it sad that there's a fence?
or is it a good thing.
considering that being on one extreme would mean a hard time going to the other.
i think i like the idea of a fence, but purity is always the ultimate goal.
thoughts.
thoughts, always kept within ourselves, and can't be projected outwards for the rest of the world to here. therefore there are.
words.
don't you hate words, especially you can't hold words again anything? and so to accompany words are
actions.
but the problem with actions, is that they need not follow through with what our words say. actions lead to
mistakes.
mistakes, at an approximate 50-50 chance?
either mistakes or not.
so with mistakes, we're lead to
problems.
problems. from the thoughts that were in our mind. problems come through.
but with problems comes
realisation.
to understand what we have done wrong. and change it. whether we change? that's a different story. but when we do,
understanding.
expand the knowledge of the things that we have. to understand what we have done wrong and change it.
moving on.
the final step(s)?
i'm not able to understand. what i'm thinking.
i hope i don't make the wrong move.
or the wrong moves aren't made.
love wrecked.
may there be no wrecked love.
10:15 AM
